| I was one of those children who know early on what | | | | gratefully accept my gifts and talents. |
| they want to be "when they grow up." | | | | Each evening before I fall asleep, I close my eyes and |
| "I'm going to be a writer," I told my parents. "I'm going to | | | | let myself be successful, productive and filled with joy. |
| write books," I said to my teacher. When they stopped | | | | As I feel the joy, I experience a lightness and feel a |
| laughing, I took my secret dream and buried it. But I did | | | | buzzing around me. I let the feeling flow over me until I |
| know who I was and who I was going to be, so finally I | | | | am operating at this level of vibration, awash in positive |
| started writing despite the expectation of ridicule. I was | | | | energy and feelings. My specific visualization changes |
| 35. | | | | based on the projects I'm working on. One night I might |
| Each time I wrote, I agonized over what to say. I | | | | visualize myself walking into my office, smiling and |
| fretted over the quality of my work, and felt | | | | energetic. I am thrilled at the ideas that flow from my |
| inadequate even before the letter of rejection arrived. | | | | center, and start researching markets to sell these |
| Six months or more would pass between one | | | | articles to. I see myself writing winning query letters |
| submitted piece and the next, while I tried to overcome | | | | and manuscripts. I think about spending my paychecks |
| the embarrassment and shame I felt at each rejection. | | | | on something special: flowers to plant, new hiking |
| Ten years later, I make my living as a writer. I write | | | | shoes for me and my husband, a donation to the food |
| something every day, and have a 75 percent | | | | pantry. |
| acceptance rate for my queries, short stories and | | | | After a few practice sessions, any writer can benefit |
| articles. I publish two ezines for other writers and have | | | | from this tool by: |
| multiple books on food writing and writing for sale. | | | | - Finding a quiet place. |
| What happened in those ten years to change my | | | | - Thinking of the happiest moment in your life and |
| writing process? Many things, but it wasn't until recently | | | | allowing yourself to relive the happiness you felt at that |
| that I started creating and selling my writing regularly. | | | | time. |
| What did I do? | | | | - Imagining yourself getting lighter. One way to do this |
| I visualized my writing success. | | | | is to visualize yourself in an elevator. Get in on the first |
| It sounds simple, but it's hard to put into practice when | | | | floor, then move up, floor by floor until you notice a |
| you are filled with self-doubt. My first breakthrough | | | | "buzzing" feeling. |
| came after reading The Artist's Way by Julia | | | | - Once there, start the visualizations of your writing |
| Cameron. One step to personal fulfillment she | | | | success. Remember the good, happy feeling. This is |
| suggests is writing "morning pages." Start each day by | | | | the feeling you want to continue throughout the day as |
| sitting down with a notebook and pen. Write three | | | | you turn your visualizations into reality. |
| pages of whatever comes out. Write without planning, | | | | The next step is to create that positive feeling by |
| editing or thinking. These three garbled pages are my | | | | talking to yourself about where you intend to be, not |
| data dump. I write about my many worries: the high | | | | just tomorrow morning, but in a year from now: "I'm so |
| price of gas, my weight, my cat's limp, rejection letters, | | | | happy that my new novel is being published this week. |
| the snow storm on its way, losing my job, obnoxious | | | | I thought the interview I gave last week was |
| people. | | | | productive. My second novel is nearly finished." Despite |
| Once the three pages are done, I let go of the | | | | the fact that none of this has yet manifested, keep |
| mundane and clear the way for the extraordinary to | | | | talking to yourself (or journaling) about it as if it is |
| flow from my mind and my finger tips. | | | | happening now. Truly see yourself in these positions - |
| But that was only a start for me. It did clear away my | | | | signing books, giving interviews on CNN, and preparing |
| insecurities but only temporarily. Throughout the day | | | | a second manuscript for your editor. |
| those self-doubts would sneak back. As I lay in bed | | | | Keep practicing, knowing that you will find yourself |
| each night I was haunted by my mistakes, my sloppy | | | | writing and selling more. You will become more |
| syntax, the very idea that I thought I could submit a | | | | creative and better able to overcome the obstacles |
| short story to a writing contest, and why couldn't I | | | | you've placed between you and your writing success. |
| produce like the other writers I knew did. | | | | When you start to head down the "I'm a loser" road, |
| I had to find something that would fill my mind and | | | | stop yourself and redirect your feelings by beginning a |
| heart after the crud was written out each morning. I | | | | new visualization about how wonderful your work is, |
| changed my evening ritual of worrying and | | | | and how many people have benefited from your |
| self-recrimination to one of visualization and raising my | | | | writing. |
| "vibration." I've had this explained to me two ways: we | | | | For great, easy to understand teaching on positive |
| are all just energy and we can operate at a low | | | | feeling and raising vibrations, read "Excuse Me, Your |
| vibration and negative energy, or at a high vibration and | | | | Life is Waiting," by Lynn Grabhorn. |
| positive energy. Alternatively, we can raise our | | | | Day by day, I am manifesting my dream. Since starting |
| vibration and connect with God, the Source, the Divine | | | | my visualization practice, I have begun writing every |
| or the Creator - choose your own name for it. The | | | | day. In fact, I often squeeze in extra writing throughout |
| Creator is the place from where all creativity comes. I | | | | the day, enjoying the happiness that flows in and out |
| learned to tap into that feeling of joy and began to | | | | of me as I write. |